A rant, a ramble.

nothing's gonna change my world.

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 18:42:01 GMT

out of all the people i've come to know, you are the one who i will never understand.

it's so hard to be colourful when the world tries to keep you grey.

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 03:43:59 GMT

i wonder how you do it.

Even Italy is ugly without you.

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 03:06:26 GMT

For Christmas this year, I got the love of my dreams.
And my friends got arrested and charged with kidnapping.
No, wait...
Maybe I should tell those stories seperately.

i'd rather be working for a paycheck than waiting to win the lottery.

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 05:04:06 GMT

wow, really?

you'll do it if you love me.

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 06:08:33 GMT

well, there's a drunk man in my apartment. and he's not one of my roommates.
and he's going on and on...

oh my.

i am the days you choose to ignore.

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 23:45:08 GMT

is it strange for me to like the sounds of sirens wailing every now and then outside my apartment?

i think we've got a rat stuck in the walls. i'm not exactly sure what to do. i'm kind of hoping that it's a pet that the people upstairs have.

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 03:30:46 GMT

do you ever wonder what it's like to be someone else? like, to be in someone else's body for just a day, or an hour or something. not that you could do a lot in an hour, but i guess you could figure out a few things. are there ever strangers you see on the street that make you wonder how their lives have been? what their families are like? what they do on their spare time?

if at first you don't suceed ... run.

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 00:00:11 GMT

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i can be happy alone, sure. i can be happy without alcohol, too. if we're being hypothetical.

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:43:02 GMT

wait, what?

when is it going to be my turn, anyway?
i've got issues too, y'know.
like ... well, you know. you get the point.

christmas is coming!

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 23:41:35 GMT

have you spent enough money to convince them you really are human yet?

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 06:23:58 GMT

We were once young and blessed with wings

take it away.

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 00:05:26 GMT

and though i've been waiting for this moment for a long time now, i can't help but feel nauseous as i pack my books and clothes into boxes. i come to realize that i really don't have a lot of things, and that i could probably part with them easily, considering i'm leaving a bunch of things behind.

two more days.

Tiny Vessels.

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 05:17:24 GMT

Someone said something to me today that struck me as completely out of the blue, but it did get me wondering, about the things around me.

And on the bus ride home, I began to think even more about it.

If I died, would you really miss me? Or would you miss me because you felt obligated to, because you were my friend?

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Sat, 22 Nov 2008 05:58:17 GMT

patience is a virtue i don't seem to have.

If I think her thoughts that is a bit like sex.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 23:31:59 GMT

Jesus, look at her.
I'm glad she can't tell what I'm thinking, or insert thoughts into my head.
I'm such an ass. Yummy dolphin nuptials!
Wait, what?

Today.

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 03:26:15 GMT

Today, a small piece of me told myself to be happy.
Today, I think I did something that changed my mood around, despite how small it was.
I feel good about what I did.

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 02:48:10 GMT

I would like to be the air that inhabits you for a moment only. I would like to be that unnoticed and that necessary.

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 05:52:06 GMT

As luck should have it, no one wants to do anything the night that my parents are away.

I can't think of a better way to describe the situation than this:

"Oh, BOO."

those who would sacrifice Liberty for Security are eligible for a tax credit!

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 18:40:41 GMT

I think that I make terrible decisions, based on ... well, absolutely nothing.  No common sense, no rationality.

Anyway, that isn't the point. Last night, I planned to drink a lot in a short amount of time. That plan sort of ... failed, though.  I mean, after work, we walked and walked and walked to this tiny, very crowded and noisy little pub on the corner of Richmond and Church. To be honest, once I stepped in, I only recognized two faces, and began to realize it wasn't going to be the greatest of nights. All about five minutes later, I found myself leaving, with the other person who was highly uncomfortable.

After that, we decided to go to Queerville for a drink. Just one, because it was Friday night at 11:45, and we were about to go home.  So, another long trip of walking, walking walking. As luck would have had it, he saw a friend of his that he hadn't seen in a long time, waiting in line to get into Cruise and Tangos. Of course, I knew it was coming, and before he could even say anything, I told him that he could go, that he should have fun with this friend. It was beginning to rain, so I walked to the train station and took the second last train home.

Tonight, however, I am going to Queen Mother. No one is changing my plans, even if I go through with them on my own.